Ivan's Story

2010-11-13T22:40:00.001+08:00

hil

things are not rite?

2010-03-22T12:08:00.002+08:00

hye guys.
Mesti korang pkir apekene la ngn ak nie.. "things are not rite?"
yeah people
mmg xbetul.. ak rase diri ak nie mmg sengal n xbetull
wkkakaka..

xpe la. later on ak update agi..

:P

my valentine's nite.

2010-02-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

malam valentine 2010.

hye guys, i noe that ini agak lambt nk post..

for my reader, hardly to say that i am hurt..

hurt from this feelings, this shit too!!

bagi org lain, valentine's day is a day for celebrate love wit someone

that we loved. but for me ini adalah hari utk aku rase ak nie org paling

bodo.. dear reader, ak nie sorang yg sangat ssh utk jatuh cinta. and for

those reader yg xtaw sape2 pasal ak, ak da kene dump wit 2 girls. but trust me

it hard that u guys thought..

1gurl: we started wit a very best friend, pastu ak jato cinta sgt ngn die

than because of someone yg bodo tue ak terpkse luahkan perasan kat die, and

sadly and im glad that she can accept me as a friend and seriously, she noe

how to take care of my feeling while i noe that die xtrima ak..

2girl: she is my junior. kitorang started our relantionship with adik-abang

and abang (that is me), da start jatoo tergolek2 cinta kat adik nie, sbb die rase

adik die nie suke kat die.. and why die leh pikir mcm tue sbb adik die nie

selalu sgt kc hint kat die.. walaupown adik die nie hanya anggap kwn..

so, ending 1/2nyer si abang nie kene reject. kecian.. wkkakka..

nak die jadikan cerita, si adik berkawan ngn si abang punye one of his best buddy F,

si abang selalu sgt cerita wat that he's feeling kat F towards si Adik,.

and tuktap, xsampai 1month after rejection tue si F kapel ngn si adik..

and for u guys opinion ape perasan si abang tue??

terserah pade korang.. pikir la sendiri ape yg abg tue rase..

yeah reader, ak rase sedih sgt.. mmg la kalu nk ikutkan principal hidup ak,

im strong in so many ways, ak ttp akan okay, tapi in the meanwhile, i am a normal

person who got feeling.. kalu ak nk jd kuat di luaran dan dalaman ak kene

make myself become more stronger, but in the real facts i am not!!

dear reader, im to tired of dramas.. dramas that always make me feel that i am

not strong enuf.. plz guys help me.

3.20am,

ivan room.

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2009-11-30T15:45:00.001+08:00

testing 1, 2 3

gadoh, gadoh dan gadoh..

2009-11-18T21:48:00.002+08:00

hi guys, i had fight wit my dad just now.

and as a result., i had juz run away from my house to my besties house.

i really don't noe what is exactly am i doing now.. myb sbb aku terlalu sakit ati kowt..

cite mcm nie..

kete aku ilang one of the lampu, sbb aku park kereta kat umah kwn aku..

and tadi lampu kereta tue da bengong.. biler tekan break, lampu depan berlampu..

so, mcm tue die mara.. aku xtaw la.. my must die nk mara aku.. lagipown bukan salah aku,

aku pown xtaw la.. dah nk jd.. we cant predict something to be just happend like that..

yeah, myb sbb aku slah parking, then org tue nk mara.. myb sbb org tue mmg saja nk dajal kereta aku.. ar!!! fed up!!!

plz guys, help me.

ivan

she and her brothers are so sweet

2009-11-17T03:44:00.005+08:00

hahah.. hi guys..
been so happy 2hari lepas..
i did spend my time with Alia's brothers.. gosh, they are so sweet.. manis..wkakak
jap.. sape Alia? itu yg kite akan tahu.. ??? (xpayah tau la)

comel.

love,
ivan.

sori guys.

2009-11-17T03:38:00.002+08:00

yeah, i noe dah lame sgt xupdate..
ssh la xde lappy ( lppy-rosak), pluss my internet (arr!! dont ask)

dah start da cuti sem.. well, wat to do..
everything that have been planned had just going to be "empty"...

aku rase shit sgt!..
ar!!!!!

okies. cite jer dulu!

ivan.

sedih sangat. :(

2009-08-30T01:43:00.002+08:00

hye guys!! lame xupdate..
ari nie, hari aku sangat sedih.. xsangka jadi mcm nie..
aku taw la.. kalu korang rase yg aku xmcm dulu.. and dah lain..
but same mcm aku, aku pown rase korang da lain.. wat i mean is sgt lain...
aku sedih.. aku dah gtau awal.. kalu nk gtau.. so, i assume that aku da berjanji ngn korang..
so, please hormat.. paham2 jela.. nie x, buat keputusan mmg menyusahkan orang..
eloknye, koraang nie g mam lagi bagus la..
adoi.. sedih mmg sgt sedih..

:(
sedih. ivan.

p.s this is for u guys!!!!

special for my UiTM friends.. GUGUGAGA team.

2009-08-17T13:17:00.002+08:00

hye guys.. lame xupdate blog.
ssh la nk on9 gune lappy orang lain..
okies. aku nk tulis siket jer..
and this entry special for my frenz..

em, korang i noe that aku da lme xlepak ngn korang semue..
bukan maksud aku xnk kwn ngn korang.. its juz like
i dont want our relantioship become more suck if i lepak ngn korang.
em, aku taw mulut aku truk sgt.. sbb tue la aku xnk lepak ngn korang kat campus.
em, lame2 nanti korang makin benci kat aku.. so, the best option is biar aku dtg sekejap2 jer..
much better ... tapi kalu kat KL nanti...kite lepak2 sesame..
huhuhu.. ok k?

em, for my lovers.. i love u guys..
hhuhuhu..

ivan.

s e k a r a n g

2009-08-04T13:52:00.002+08:00

hi korang... sori sgt!!!! lame sgt xupdate,..lappy rosak.. still xle nk betulkn..
tara duit lor.. wkakaka... em, ok guys.. idup aku skrg da lain siket.. myb sbb kan aku da makin jahat.. yela.. kuat maki - carutan orang kan.. dah xpasal2 orang xsuke.. sial jerwww.. wkakak..
em, bff? entah la korang.. i miss him.. its has been like 4ever xjumpe die.. yela.. die da lain..
since ade kwn baru die da lain ngn i.. i called die. . jwp mcm sial... siot jer.. choi la... kimak sgt!!!...
em,.. xpe la.. da ade kwn baru kan.. nk buat mcm mane kan.. em, ok la korang..
campus life.. well guys aku bru je balek dr cuti.. 1minggu cuti lorrr.. wkakakka....
tapi aku stil rase bowink.!!! yela.. jage mak cik kat serdang,, layan die. temankan die g shopping segala... in the end teman kan die ambek anak die yg sejenis ngn pulang die Malaysia.. choi!!! hahaha.. dismiss korang..ambek architecture kat Berlin but then.. balek malaysia.. xleh bwk.. kecian.. huuhuhu.. ok korang.. ckp pasal nie.. aku rase mcm aku da lain dr dulu.. yela.. pasal fizikal tue.. confirm la.. makin chubby.. makan je.. pasal perangai.. as wat i said before.. orang da start xsuke ngn aku.. hahaha.. padan muke.. yela mulut lantang sgt.. suke caras orang.. rase kan.. wkakkaka... em, korang.. pasal club debate aku.. lagi besh!!! huhuhu.. kitorang dapat ramai junior.. wkakka.. besh2!!! huhuhu.. and i reli hope that our club will be more greater then before.. hahahaha.... great ke?? wkkakaa.. ok la korang.. nk out la..
u guys take care k!!!

thanks 4 read!!!
love, ivan

over - 5 months and 10 days

2009-07-21T19:01:00.003+08:00

hi korang.. sori sgt sbb lame xupdate profile..

ssh kalu nk on9 kalu xde lappy.. yela kan lappy da jahanam..

scrin pecah kan..

huhuhu... letops.!!

em, korang its has been 5months and 10 days.. hubungan aku ngn si dia da putus..

em, ssh nk ckp kenape putus.. tapi sbb kan terlalu jauh,,

aku kat malaysia. and die kat brunei..

tapi aku terpakse putuskan hubungn ini.. diats sbb jauh..

aku xdapat nk bayangakn kehidupan aku tanpa die..

die da xde lagi..

sangat jauh... its gonna take so many things to be calculate..

sms pown mahal.. call lagi la mahal.. nk YM pown aku on9 die xon9..

em.. syg tetap syg.. tapi ape kan daya..

im so sori..

walaupon aku terlalu syg kat die.. aku terpakse..

em...

im so sori.. :(

love,

ivan.

The 26th Days U R in Brunei - Lappy Jahanam.

2009-07-05T23:48:00.004+08:00

hye korang.. sowei la lame xupdate..
my lappy aku jahanam... so ssh la nk on9.. ape nk buat...
em., nie aku upload gmbr lappy aku yg jahanam..

wahai laptop ku.. pulih la cepat,.

huhuh.. nie la close up

huhuh.. korang nie la.. gmbr lappy aku..
em, korang aku cite la.. mcm nie la korang la..
mlm tue aku on9 kat mamak ngn zachary.. then, lpas on9 tue die hantr aku balek..
then, lepas tue kitorang tue balek.. sleep over la..
then, zac xjd. daddy die suh balek..
em, malm tue aku verangan nk on9 segala gune brodband.. then, lepas tue aku
dengn segaja nye meletakkn brodbnd die ats keybord. then,
biler da mls.. dengn yakinnye tutp laptop..
huhuhu..
den, terus tido..
wkakkaka..
ending nye, jahanam.. screen pecah..
wkakkaka..

ok la. korang.. gtg.. chow!!
sori, cite da lapok..baru nk cite.

The 16th Day U R in Brunei

2009-06-24T12:52:00.005+08:00

hi korang.. happy nie..

aku da lepas pown dr intercession and my lappy da leh on. and da beli adapter dah... kuikuikui happy belako nie.. wakakakaka... em,besh!! suke2,... wlalalala... em, smlm lepas abes paper kitorang g KB - Overnite uolz! kuikuikuikui.. actually, tujuan asal nye nk beli adapter lappy aku nie. tapi lepas tue. overnite la tapi.. kitorang g tiket balek, then terus g wakaf baru tok make.. lapo belako!! huhuhu.. em, Hajja's Bf, Kamil pown datang.. sbb nk balek sesame kan.. gigih uolz.. Jue ngn Omy pown ikut gak! hhuhh... ok la semue happy belako.. then, junpe ngn Jo, and Bf, Azwa nie.. em, bahagia jo disamping bf tersayang.. huhuhu.. gigih!! wkakakka.. ap2 pown aku ucapkan selamat berbahagia.. em, aku je xbahagia nie.. xtaw la biler nk bahagia.. hhuhu.. em, xpe xde rezeki lagi.. em, korang2 kalu ade sape2 nk masuk, dipersilakan... huhuhu.. opss, syg jgn mre deh.. wkakka.. em, yeah,. today is 16th days u r in brunei.. em, miss u! but seems like things changed now.. em, xpe la.. dun care!!! huhuhu..

The 12th Days U r in Brunei - Study Group

2009-06-22T14:38:00.005+08:00

hi korang!! cak cak cak!! wkakakak...
em, esok aku ade test!! but rite now still ngn yakin nye.. mls nk study! wkakaka...
kuikuikuikui.. verangan!! em, aku kat libary nie.. study group katenye.. tetapi!! verangan dgn yakin nye.. wkkaka.. em, korang nie ade a few pict!!! kitorang tgh study!! study group katenye!!
wkakakak.. and for u in brunei!! i miss u!!! love u k!!

study group kito!!!

The 11th days U R in Brunei

2009-06-21T04:29:00.003+08:00

does happily ever after exist in our world?
yeah.. some might say that, ridiculous and some might say that.. stop dreaming and some might say, it is forever.. but for me, i gonna say that.. depend from ur self.. em, today is the 11th days P is in brunei. Baru mlm nie, die text ngn aku.. em.. yeah baby!! that is ur choice. nak contct pown boleh, xpown boleh.. i noe wer is actually my place in ur heard.. da paham da.. ape2 pown.. aku da xkesah.. die nk rindu ke ingat ke x.. lantak la.. em, yeah, babe.. im missing u.. miss the way that u called me every nite.. miss the way that u woke me up from my dream.. n forced me to go to class.. force me to study although that u noe that im so 101% pemalas.. kuikuikui..
babe, miss u.. call me plz.. send me any news about u at brunei.. wah. over plak mlm nie. kuikuikui.. biarla.. rindu kan.. kuikuikui..

ok korang, ari nie aku mintak tolong kat korang aku da menjadi pemals sgt.. xtaw asal.. makin hari nk final. makin pemalas.. adoyai.. stil xdapat mood nk study.. hahahhaa... myb sbb da mls kan.. then, verangan pandai. kuikuikui.. plz guys.. guide me.. force me to study.. ade 2hari lagi nie..hahahah.. lantak la kan..pagi nanti.. aku nk study.. td da la abes 2chapter.. tapi verangan je kan.. kuikuikui.. ok guys.. gtg.. da pagi nie.. nanti aku update lagi..
gagagagag... k semue..
take care...

love,
ivan.

The 8th Days U R in Brunei

2009-06-20T00:07:00.007+08:00

hi korang..
aku kat umah hajja nie.. on9 gune lappy die..
ade cite best nie.. huhuhu...
ari ni kitorang verangan nk g KB (kota bharu), yg pasti.. xleh g. wkakakka.. kete xde kan.. so, verangn nk pinjam faiz punye moto.. pastu nk meronggeng kat KB.. tapi yg pasti.. n yg sedih nye juga.. kitorang xdpat g.. sbb moto faiz kene curi!! aiyo.. kuikuikui... Yg pasti kitorg da xleh nk g KB.. huhuhu... korang, aku baru je dapat berite Faiz mengais wei.. ala.. jalan la babe.. insyAllah.. leh jumpe... hhuhuhu.. korang, nie aku ade gmbr yg leh aku tunjuk kat korang,.. selamat melihat!!.. huhuhu... take care semue!!!
love u guys!!! take care k!!!

korang, nie pict aku ngn hajja.. tgh dinner.. huhuhu

The 6th Days You Are in Brunei..

2009-06-16T21:47:00.003+08:00

hi korang.. lame da x update..kuikuikui...
bukan ape... lappy nie lmbt sgt!! so, aku pown da naek mls nk bukak..

ok, today is the 6th days dia di brunei..
em.. i'm so glad that he send me an email.. bagitahu yg die ok kat sane..
and ok la.. die ade gtau aku no die kat brunei.. em, ape2 pown aku arap this long distand can make it well.. insyAllah.. yeah, i noe all this kind of feeling mmg bodo kadang2.. yela.. kite xtaw yg kite die still die anggap syg ke x? huhuhu.. biar la..

well, today aku xg kelas.. yg penting.. aku bangun tido jer da kul 10.45am.. lagi 15 minit kelas nk abes.. wkakaka.. biar la.. asalkan evrything ok sudah.. em, tadi aku tetiba la plak lapar mase petang.. wkakaka.. gilo! uhuhuh..

so, aku ngn hajja.. g la makan... verangan uol.. kuikuikui.. mmg choi la..w kaakka..
the whole of makan tyme tdi, asyik verangan jer.. kuikuikui... nk jd org kaye la..ape la. itu la.. ini la.. mcm2 la.. adoi.. rosak2..uhuuhuhu... ape pwn.. maintain meletops!!

malm plak, aku sentap. xsangka yg classmate aku jahat.. leh la plak.. diorang xgtau aku esok ade test.. jahal siak!! mmg jahat.. xgtau aku langsung.. mmg terok giler la.. klu x Aisyah yg gtau.. pasti aku xtaw smapi skrg.. tapi, still maintain.. mls aku nk layan.. makan mmg still makan.. kuikuikui...

ok la korang, gtg now.. ape2 pown.. nanti aku update lagi..
uhuhuhuuh... take care semua!!
love u.

ivan.

Sedih vs Happy

2009-06-13T02:37:00.002+08:00

hi korang.. - mood sedih & ade sedikt gembira

aku cite yg sedih dulu., ari nie da masuk 3hari dia kat brunei.. em, die xkol.. send email pown x, ape pown x.. yeah.. mmg aku sedih.. i cant imagine. yg die da pergi brunei..segala yg dirancang xmenjadi.. aku xleh g sarawak, and die kene kerja kat brunei..and the call rate its also mahal.. and semue la.. aku xtaw la ape yg boleh di takrifkan. ape kah hubungan ini akan berjaya atau tidak. or else, im gonna be janda/duda again. i dun noe yet.. tapi kalu mcm nie the posibility is too high than i tot, xpe la.. kalu da xde jodoh. aku redha. biarla.. da xde rezeki.. tapi bile tgk gmbr2 orang, semue gembira, kiss segala, tayang2 kat internet.. mmg aku akui, aku jeles.. serious, skrg nie pown kat rumah nie da mcm xde pape.. aku sorang.. trust me, mule2 mmg best.. tapi biler da masuk 2, 3 hari.. its totally 101% lonely.. aku rase, sunyi sgt idup ini.. aku xleh nk text ngn die.. and die, entah la nk ke x, text ngn aku.. mcm2 la.. seriously, aku mmg sedih.. sedih tgh semue bende yg berlaku.. tadi aku bukak page ex- aku kat tagged.. die mmg da bahagia skrg nie.. tayang2 gambr kat internet.. kiss, romen2 segala.. n mcm2 la.. aku jer.. xtaw mcm mane.. nk bergamba bersame.. die jauh.. ni lagi la biler g brunei.. the chances to meet to umpama xde harapan la.. mmg aku akui, aku terlalu syg kat die.. walaupun jauh. aku tetap menyangi die.. syg itu mmg syg.. tapi? ape nk buat? things never to the way it was.. things change now.. myb aku yg lain, atau die yg lain.. korang, plz nasihat kan aku?

mood happy:
Alhamdulila, aku lulus sem lepas.. aku berjaya akhirnya untuk mendapat ape yg orang xsangka aku akan dapat.. 3.53 itu mmg 1 no yg byk.. tapi biler dibayangkan.. itu hanya no.. tapi aku bangga, aku mampu buat.. em. korang, da la.. xde mood la..

k la.. ape2 korang comment la.. i reli nid ur advice to overcome this probs.

Brunei..

2009-06-11T16:43:00.002+08:00

em. today is ur first day at brunie..
syg, ade kah kite da makin ari, makin jauh.. dah xmcm dulu..
i still remember wen ur first time ask me for ur partner...
i stil remember wen how difficult for u to approach me.. i noe that i mmg 'kekwat'..
it was taked an a months k.. tapi skrg nie.. em.. ssh la.. nk kol u pown ssh..
i miss u.. and u always noe that i still love u.. and i noe that u noe it...
em, tomorow is our 4th months anniversary.. i reli hope that u r gonna wish it.
jgn lupe yek syg... plz... kadang2 aku pikir yg kite nie still on ke x? plz syg, make me feel like you r still mine!!! plz..

kesal.

2009-06-09T22:33:00.002+08:00

hi guys, sori sgt lama xupdate.. bukan ape.. my lappy rosak kn.. nk kene pinjam laptop org lagi
huhuhuh.. sori la yek..
em, biler kite pikirkan dari dulu sampai skrg perjalanna seorang manusia itu tidak la sebagus yg
kita sangkakan.. betul x.. yeah.. nasib kita dah lame di tentukan oleh Maha Esa di Atas tue..
Aku still ingt lagi, adela mamat sorang nie.. syah( mmg nama sebenar), die telah berjaya dengan berani telah menyeluarkan statement bahawa die seorang Atheist mmg agak sedih dan terkejut kerana seorang pelajar yg belajar selama 22tahun dan membesar di keluarga Islam mampu mengeluarkan statement bergitu.. ada kawan aku berkata bahawe syah ini telah mengalami culture shock akibat belajar di bandar.. bukan aku nk ckp yg aku nie budak bandar, tapi bak kate kwan aku, orang bandar tak over, die plak yg over.. sampai nk xberagama!.. bukan aku ckp.. diorang yg ckp.. amboi2..
uhuhuhuhuh...
bagi sape2 yg baru je duduk kat bandar. jage la nama ibubapa..
mmg la aku pown jahat gak.. tapi kalu cite bab agama aku taw.. limit aku..
wah!!

em,.. korang, aku kat cc nie.. lame2 kat cc nie.. mampos aku..
xde duit plak nanti..
huhuhuhuh.
kalu aku ade mase.. aku update lagi

terimas sbb bace blog aku nie..
teruskn comment2 anda.. wkakak..

love,
ivan.

please world. help me.

2009-06-02T23:47:00.002+08:00

hi guys. been so sad on this week..
there are too many problems that happened in this week;
like been dump wit someone while i'm wit some1,
i'm 101% broke,
my lover didn't accepted myself as a partner in the first place;
i'm becoming more bitches than i ever tot
(u noe wat i mean, not juz sleep around but more than that);
and i'll keep someone secret and might spread it.

yeah, i noe tat u might think that i'm so worried about it.
its just im juz a normal young man who reli wanted to be someone else that i want.
come on guys.. plz help me to be i am.

dah jatuh, ditipa tangga!

2009-05-29T23:45:00.009+08:00

Hi korang!!!
im 101% sad rite now!!
adapter laptop charger aku rosak!!...
dah la xde duit. mase nie la plak, nk rosak..
mmg s**l tol.. aku betul2 xpaham.
dugaan ape la yg datang kat aku nie..!!

korang nie ha, adapter aku. yg bulat merah tue tmpt rosaknye.

nah aku zomm kan siket!

untuk mengembirakan hati aku yg da nk pecah nie..
aku sempat la gak ambek2 gmbr2..
nk sedapkn hati kan..
wawawawa!!
korang sudah pasti la aku da xleh nk bukak laptop aku nie..
nie pown aku pinjam laptop housemate aku.

sedih wo!! xsuke la mcm nie.
VAVI la!!!

mood: sedih giler!!!

i miss my EXs..

2009-05-28T01:43:00.007+08:00

hye guys!! skrg pukul 1.47 pgi..

well, guys.. aku baru rase pelik siket ari nie... entahla.. aku rase lain siket..myb its juz because of im missing someone.. yeah, someone that i reli love wit or im juz over react about something that stupid !!! wkakaka.. be onest wit u guys.. im missing all of my EXs.. girls for sure. wkakak (statement lesbo).. wkakaka.. ok, sebenarnye, aku nk cerita siket pasal these only two girls that always make me feel that im still a straight guy.!. starting wit my little baby, named Amira.. my relationship wit this girl actually happened wit no reason.. myb mase tue aku tgk Ex-Bff aku ade Gf, aku pown nk ade gf.. yeah, im 100% kid in that time.. kitorang kapel xsampai 1minggu pown.. started wit best friend, go to other stage (kapel larrr..) and end up wit best friend again. aku xramai kwn yg boleh dianggap kwn, ape yg aku panggil kwn ialah betul2 kwn. yg boleh tolong mase senang & ssh.. mase gelak, kite gelak, mase sedih kite sedih.. ngn mira nie, kitorang mmg betul2 kwn lar.. mcm2 la al berlaku mase kwn, and mase kitorang 'bercinta'.. i do remember when i was send here to her house during raining day, perkara yg aku xkan lupa smapai biler2...aku teringat mase kisah, mase kitorang gado 'besar', sampai kes nk bunuh diri segala.. wah, merepek tol.. huhuhu.. ngn mira nie, serious aku ckp she is very special for me.. mmg la die nie, agak gilo siket, n perangai die nie mcm broadband celcom aku nie, kejap laju, kejap perlahan.. tapi, aku la jd tempat die mengadu.. sedih ke gembira.. lagi 1, korang.. mira nie comel sgt!! biler aku ckp comel.. die mmg comel kot!!! wkkakakaka, paham2 sudeh! (mati aku kene lanyak ngn mira).. ahahhaa.. aku taw la, skrg nie aku da lain.. im not the old me, this is the new born of my self.. n perubahan nie kadang2 buat kwn2 aku yg lain xbeberape suke.. if u r my truly friends, u can accept the way i am.. for u mira, dun wori of my self, lets the time decide wat happened in the future of our relationship. . kalu aku nie ko punye, sampai biler aku nie ko punye.. sejauh mane aku g.. atau sejahat mane aku, atau se'terpesong'nye aku.. aku still ko punye..

sorang lagi, pompuan nie.. name die fatin A. nie lagi ngokgek!!! lame aku ngn die. da nk dekat 6tahun da kitorang kenal.. aku nie da mcm 'suami' die dah.. mcm mira, tapi die nie.. lain ciket..

she is too sensitive, bukan nk berlagak.. hanye aku je yg leh tahan die.. yg paham sape die.. aku la yg jd tisu untuk die kalu die ngais.. trust me, she is too + very + damn!! sensitive.!!! kalu korang salah ckp jer, confirm die sedih.. now she is so single. so sape2 yg nk kenal ngn die.. korang g la tgk facebook die.. pown same mcm mira, comel!!! em, paham2 jela.! wkakakka..

ckp pasal fatin nie, she is too lonely.. die selalu ckp ngn aku.. "u, nape la semue laki buat i mcm nie, i nie hodoh sgt ker.. ".. dear syg. u r not ugly as wat u tot!! for me, u r so beautiful.. seriously.. u r.!! u juz nid to reduce a bit of ur weight.. ala korang, semue orang pown akan ade masalah mcm nie.. its juz u reli have to build ur own confident level as high as u can achieve.. hidup kite nie, mcm2 panca ragam.. kalu nk di katakan, aku pown xde confident to 'woo' or ngorat.. yela, kite taw kite xhandsome.. ssh la nk cr market.. (motip sedih2?), ckp pasal fatin nie.. for me, she is too understand who is actually ivan/zein/hazeec!! die taw la.. ape yg aku buat.. ape yg aku xsuke, ape yg aku suke.. eh senang cite die taw la semue nie.. FYI, kitorang ade lagu k.. ceritera cinta by jaclyn victor and rio fabian.. that is our song..(mira jgn jelez yek) kalu aku dgr je lagu nie.. confirm aku ingt kat die.. ahhahaha.. ckp pasal fatin nie.. suara die mmg best!! sedap giler kot!! wkakkaka... aku suke la bwk die g karaoke.. confirm nanyi best!! wkakaka..

kalu korang xcaye. suruh die nyanyi.. hahaha.. mesti sentap!! wkakaka..

for both of you.. i reli love u guys.. no one, will changed my perception about u guys for me.. cukup la aku kapel ngn 2 orang nie.. diorang la yg jd peneman aku biler sedih. aku taw, yg 1 hari nanti.. diorang la yg akan jaga aku.. like what i told mira. . lets the time decide what happened in the future towards our relationship.. whether im gonna be wit u one of u or im gonna married both or u. Allah S.W.T yg tahu..

"Jujur aku ckp, tetap dalam hati. korang je ex aku yg aku paling syg"

with love,

ivan.

Metro dan Aku??

2009-05-26T17:52:00.003+08:00

Dear reader..

hari ini, aku ade terbace metro.. (first time bace metro utk tahun ni,huuhuu) aku baca metro hari nie ssb kan title Bas Terakhir ke Neraka, mesti korang rase pelik dan akan membuatkan korang rase tertanye2.. ape kebende la yg ingin dicakapkan oleh berita nie.. sebenarnye, berita ni menceritakan tentang seorang gadis kilang yg telah ditimpa malang apabila menjadi orang terakhir untuk pulang ke rumah. yang paling sedih. apabila gadis ini telah dipaksa untuk membuat hubungan seks didalam bus serta di rakam oleh konduktor bus itu sendiri.. dgn perkatan yg mudah, Pemandu bus itu sendiri menjadi 'pengarah' & 'pelakon' untuk video lucah itu dan konduktor bus menjadi 'juru camera' dalam video tersebut. Gadis kilang itu telah diugut untuk melakukan benda jijik ini dengn mengugut untuk mencederakan gadis tersebut(meletop aku jd pengulas berita).. agenda berahi ini dirakam selama 45minit! (hebat!!)...

cakap pasal rogol2 nie.. aku teringat sedutan dalam cerita LOS & FAUN, agenda Arwahyarhamah Yusni Jaafar, melakukan agenda cuak apabila berjumpa LOS & FAUN.. "tolong, jangan!! rogol la saye". wkakak.. kalu nk ikutkan Yusni Jaafar nk dirogol oleh LOS & FAUN.. wkakakak.. tgk, ade orang yg dirogol xdpat2.. ini orang yg xnk dirogol dapat.. ape nk buatkan.. bak kat ARIANA dalam cerita MATAHARI, 'inilah pentas kehidupan'.. gitukan aku!! wakakaka!!...

satu lagi yg menarik pasal metro hari nie.. kisah pasal EPAL RM238,000.. ha, korang betul la dapat harga epal RM238,00 nie.. sah2 ak xpayah nk g ssh belajar.. jual je EPAL, terus kaye.. haahhaa..!!! giler!! wkakakak.. em, nk cite pasal semua nie.. mmg ssh gak.. korang tgk la sendiri yek kat Metro on9.. wkakkaka.. ari nie punye cite mmg best!! k, la.. nanti aku post lagi new entry deh!! wkakaka.. terus kan bace blog aku nie.. n comment2 la.. huhuhu..

mood: gilo!!

p/s: 1. jue, i dun care nk gak post pasal Bus Terakhir ke Neraka nie..

2. Motip? bace surat khabar?? wkakakka!!!

perpisahan.. ?

2009-05-25T01:40:00.011+08:00

setiap pertemuan itu ade yg berpisah., wah.!wkakakak..

for jue, and omy. this is for u guys. actually, im happy+sad+teruja+wah!! eh, semua la ade.. wkakakka.. Hari nie, omy balek.. Asz, Faizi, jue n aku hantar omy balek tumpat.

seriously, i never been there.. so its kind of very excited to go there.. Faizi n Jue MC katenye.. wkakaka.. ponteng keje la.wakakka.. em, i noe that omy feeling.. sedih la die.. nk tingal kan jue.. yela.. kapel kan.. tapi xpe omy, 11june jumpe lagi kan.. wkakakak..

so, dlm perjalanan ke tumpat tue, aku xtaw la ape kene ngn aku nie.. gelak, buat lawak bodo, semue la.. package la!! wkakkaak.. ( tetiba nk dinner plat)... agak sedih la..

Kitorang lalu la g KB, Jambatan Panjang tue, and semue la.. agak jauhla nk g ker kampung omy..

tapi, xpe.. pengalaman baru kan.. so, smapai la ke tumpat.. aku ingt la ke bandaar tumpat... tetapi ke Jati Kok Majid.. seriously, i never noe that romy duduk kat pulau.. gosh, makin tergedik2 aku..

wkakaka.. yela, first time ke jati mcm tue kan...em, mmg new experience la.. agak galok gak la aku.. wkakaka..

ahahahah!!!.. Jue, Romy and ivan.

otw nk g tumpat

sampai Jeti Kok Majid

em..no comment!

galok 1

aku yg berangan nye..

galok 2 (serious panas!!)

sad moment, omy da nk balek da. :(

mcm la cite die.. kitorang dapat gak hantar omy ke kampung die.. buat jue, jgn la sedih2..

dtg gak die.. em, selame seminggu aku ngn mereka, mcm2 la aku nmpk.. cinta luar biase mcm nie. mmg akan selama2 nye walaupun terhalang, ape ape nk buat. cinta kan..

like wat i wrote b4, love is fantastic.. sanggup tue!! wakakkaka...

buat aku.. still single.. and forever single kot.. arap2 slaah sorang pembaca blog aku nie. nk merisik aku jd bf die.. wkakaka...

btw, datang la melawat k.. vacancies sentiasa ada.. wakakak...

ok la korang, gtg... da nk dkt pukul 3 nie.. esok aku ade kelas.. k la..

love u guys!!! bcala la yek...

do comment tue!!!

wkakakka..

mood: excited and speechless!!

Aku, Mereka dan Berangan!!

2009-05-24T03:55:00.007+08:00

hi.guys..
aku baru je balek dr lepak ngn housemate..
Asz n Faizi baru je sampai umah..
sbbkan faizi nk tunggu sedare die. so, kitoran pown bla dulu.. nk g dinner..
nk jdkan cite, kitorang g la makan kat pangkal meleret, ala area mchang la gak..
seriously, tempt tue mmg pelik., agak sentap la tgk tmpt nie..
wkakakak.. ala, biase la.. diorang byk jual nasi lemak, n layan diri...
em.. n lepak tolak tmbh smue.. mase nk byr. sentap. mahal..
makan siket jer. tapi.. byr mahal...w akkakaka.. padan muke..
wkakakak..
em, then.. kitorang g tanah merah.. n g ambek Haja, terus g pasir puteh..
katenye nk minum2 la bagai...
sekali. gelak punye pasal..
terus g KB, wkakakaka.. sial jer.. xpasal..
aku da la pakai seluar tido, baju lusuh.. mmg sengal sgt..
eee.. xreti la aku.. hahahaha...

em, ngn haja..berangan sgt!!

haja ngn mr driver!! wkakkaka

em, pasangan bahagia nie.. aiyo!! insafla..wakkaka..

aiyo aku!! pelacur sgt!!.. nie semue pasal si haja.. nigelina barker la sgt!! wkakkakak.. choi!!

hahahahah.. mmg sial sgt!!. wkakkaka siot jer.. btw, si faizi xtaw nie..
mati la kalu die taw.. wkakaka... sori yek!! wkakakak.... aku mmg berangan.. da la xde duit nie..
maintain still smoke!! wkakkkaka...

oh!! mentol diriku!! feel sgt!!
wakakka..
rokok membahayakan kesihatan, tpi enjoyed!!

ok la korang... nk tido la.. da kul 4.15 da...
esok nk g jumpe lect jap.. tanye pasal macro tue.. adoi!!! okies..
im gonna post another entry.. jgn lupe comment k..
oh my reader, i love u!!

p/s: berangan, xde duit pown nk smoke gak!!!

Broke!!!

2009-05-23T14:12:00.002+08:00

hi guys.. money, money and money..
well, its hard to think about something that makes us feeling like dying in every second of minute once think about it.. same goes wit me..
bak ore klate kato.. "hok serabuk pikir hok bendo gini",. seriously, im broke!!
last nite, my mom called me.. she talked about something that make me felt like.. evry single money from ur pocket it worth it.. damn!! financial problems again..
My father company had just cut it out all my father debt tru his salary.. seriously, the amount
is kind of rediculous.. can u imagine that, from RM3000 to Rm900..
and after pay all the bills.... i reli cant imagine tat.. my family also broke!!!..
Ya ALLAH, tolong la.. i betul2.. broke..
I cant spend more money after this..
One word! Tension!!

im broke!!

Realiti, Fantasi, dan Berangan...

2009-05-22T14:39:00.009+08:00

thinking about something that make us be proud is our self.. yela, orang selalu ckp yg kite idup kite xseindah yg diharapkan.. yela, ini semue da ditulis oleh yg maha esa diatas tue.. for me, yeah.. all things already been stated or writed but my life can be known with so many things.. ivan nk idup ivan lebih happy and orang kate tue. kite enjoy ngn semue orang. ckp pasal orang plak, ada gak yg selalu pikir yg diri mereka itu sentiasa berada diatas dan xselalu dibawah. dik non, kite nie manusia biasa yg selalu idup dengan rialiti.. dan bukan fantasi..(mcm penah dgr je).. huhuhu..
ckp realiti dan fantasi..tipu la nk ckp yg ivan xberangan kan.. ala fantasi bagai.. nk kayela, ape la,
itu la.. dpat partner yg fantasic la. ape kebende la.. em.. hidup kite ni bukan seperti yg die rancangkan.. (apa lah yg aku merepek nie).. wakakaka.. tapi, kalau da berangan tue.. paham2la..
yek, da berangan, make sure that u must act like the way u r... kang ssh.. jd mat jenin!! wkakaka...

em, hari ini.. betul2 bosan.. nk jdi kan cite, da la bangun kul 1PM, (yeah, i didnt go to friday prayer)... bukan ape, da bangun lambtkan.. wkakaka.. btw, pembaca blog ku skrg nie.. kat kelantan cuti... mmg sesuai la bangun lambt!! wkakakak.. i mmg bosan nie.
my housemate ngn bf die da mcm belangkas da.. bangun sekejap.. tapi tdo balek.. em.. pasangan bahagia kan... tapi bf die nk balek petang nie kot.. wkakkaa..

yeah, pasangan bahagia!!

uhuhu.. jgn mare uolz, i letak kat my blog k..wakakka... em, mmg serious ivan mmg boring tahan gaban.. wkakakak.. em, tdi ivan ade la bukak laptop my housemate.. saje jer gune laptop die. sbb my lappy card reader rosak. so, kalu nk transfer gmbr pown ssh.. kene pinjam lappy kwn.. em, so, ivan pown ternampk satu software Photobuilder, software nie xnk mcm photoshop la ape semue tue, tapi die mcm sofware yg 1980's taw.. lame2 la siket.. tapi ok la.. senag nk gune..
huhuhu.. em, korang cube tgk ape yg i da buat ngn sofware nie.. wkakak.. ala senang2 jer..
wkakaka.. cantum2 gmbr jer..

1. cantum - Photobuilder

2.cantum + berangan - Photobuilder

ha, korang tgk ok x? mmg la agak choi siket!! tapi ok la.. untuk software mcm tue.. em. korang, gtg.. my housemate plak demam nk g cri ubat utk die nie.. nanti i post blog lagi!!...
thanks guys sbb baca my blog!!!...
bye!! take care guys!!!

mood: happy la jugak!!
p/s: pada syd (my besties), Faie, Tira and Zaf gud luck untuk Arau Open.. sori sbb i xdpat g!!..
ade intercession... huhhuh..

Thanks Rosmanpositivo!!

2009-05-21T17:13:00.009+08:00

hye guys!!!

saya nk ucapkan sejutaan terima kasih pada Rosman Nezar atau dikenali die kaca internet rosmanpositvo sbb die berjaya telah menambahkan gambar aku kat blog nie.. in other words, die telah menceriakan blog aku nie..

wkakaka.. thanks alot k!!!

this is my new blog layout

check out the my pict there.. itula yg rosman buatkan..

tgk betul2 k!!

thanks a lot man!!!

sayang ko lebih!!

mood: gembira sangat!!!! thanks rosman!!

p/s: jgn lupe komen!! , tgh feeling impian illyana nie.. wkakaak.!!

intercession !!!!!

2009-05-21T14:22:00.000+08:00

hye guys!!! aku baru je sampai umah sewa nie..

penatla.. :).. well tadi lepas hantar assignment tue.. kitorang ade gak belajar..

seriously, intercession mmg pantas!!!! tadi je da abes 1 bab..

yela, En. Naseer yg ajar kan.. mmg la pantas..

check out my classmate!!!.. huhuh.. semue bdk2 junior aku kot..

wkakakka.. tue, la belajar mcm sial.. da kene repeat!! wakakak!!!!

kan aku dah kate, semue rajin!!!

mamat sebelah nie, name sodiq..

die jela.. yg selalu layan aku..

CHOP!! bukan layan tue k. kwn2 jer..

huhuhu:)

em, aku da xtaw nk ambek gmbr ape..

the one who wear batik shirt kat depan tue..

lect aku.. EN. Naseer ( KP untuk Falcuty aku)

cepat dan pantas k!!

tapi kan korang, mcm nie la.. aku da la baru masuk.. baru 1 hari kan.. semue classmate aku.. budak2.. tapi nk buat mcm amne.. layan jela.. BTW, diorang ok.. huhuhu... byk tanye k!!!

em, ckp pasal En.Naseer, die ok.. pahamla ape yg die ajar.. walaupun express!! tapi aku pham..

tapi tue la.. kene cover balek ape yg aku xbalaja 2 hari tue..

kla, korang... gtg kwn aku nk gune laptop nie.. ape2 pown nanti aku tulis blog nie k..

kepada semue pembaca blog aku.. aku harap korang paham n enjoy bace blog aku nie..

yela. beginner kan... pahm2 jela.. ayat pown xpro..!!!

wit love!..

ivan sulaiman..

mase dtg kelas..

first assignment !!

2009-05-21T02:44:00.000+08:00

hye guys!!! seriously!! aku gelabah!!..

wkakakka.. today is my first class.. untuk shortcourse nie..

and!!. paling sentap.. diorang da masuk chapter 4~!! aiyo.. baru 2hari kot!!!

em.. mmg express!!... mengagau!! nk catch up!! em.. menyesal xdatang awal..

ttue la, nk sgt g jenjalan ngn mama... hhuhu...wkakkaka..

and korang, umah sewa yg aku duduk tanpa bayaran nie.. kelihatn sgt mess!!!

em.. bertabur!!!! haouk!!!!

seriously, aku risau!!! aku baru je siapkn assignment nie.. ok la gak!!!. at least siapkan..

yela. baru masuk da ade assignment.. orang buat 2hari, ak buat 1 hari.. mmg sesuai!!!!

macro.. oh macro..

chapter 1,2,3 assignment!!

seksa!!!

ssh kot, untuk orang mcm aku!!!

okla korang, da nk dkt kul 3 lebih nie.. kang esok.. takleh la plak nk bangun..

ok!! cya!!

mood: penat!!!

CINTA??

2009-05-19T19:08:00.000+08:00

who loves you??

yeah, for those people who in love, and they might say that

love is amazing, fantastic , enjoyable,

and segala.. wallala..

but, they have to remember

every type of relationship whether they are

gay, lesbian, or bisexual..

all this things are same..

once u break up.. mula la.. ckp ur ex

jahat la, babi la, fuck la, mcm2 la..

but, they have to remember

this is a faith..

jodoh itu ditangan tuhan rite?

be onest wit u guys, i also one of the victim of love..

once u break up.. mcm2 perkataan keji akan terkeluar..

hhuhuhu...

but, u guys have to remember

biler da ada pasangan. jaga betul2..

its not easy to find a wonderful relationship,

but its easy to break ur relationship either.

p/s: im in love break mood.. so, bende2 mcm nie. so, bende mcm nie.. terkeluar la..

wkakkakaka..

mood: feeling lonely.

Diriku kangen Handphone baru!!

2009-05-19T14:54:00.000+08:00

Nokia E71 vs Nokia 5800 Xpress Music

Hi guys!! check out this 2 phones. em, i did plan myself to buy a brand new phone.. tapi entahla.. tgk duit dulu.. wkakakka.. em, i did asked my frenz who worked at one of shopping mall at my place.. he told me that, NOKIA E71 is more expensive than NOKIA 5800.. but its juz a few RM shj.. wkakaka.. RM 1280 for E71 and RM1230 for Nok 5800. And almost 98% from the features from both phones are same.. hahahha.. pilih uolz...

Nokia 5800 Xpress Music features

- 3.2 megapixel camera with autofocus
- Quad-band (850/900/1800/1900Mhz) GSM/EDGE radio
- 3G UMTS/HSDPA
- Bluetooth 2.0
- WiFi
- GPS
- 3.5mm headphone jack
- TV-out port
- 140MB on-board storage
- 111 x 52 x 14.5 mm
- 104g

Nokia E71 features

- 114 x 57 x 10mm
- 127g
- 2.36″ TFT with 16M colors
- 320 x 240
- 128MB/RAM
- microSD
- GPRS, EDGE, 3G, HSCSD
- WiFi : 802.11 b/g
- Bluetooth v2.0 with A2DP
- OS : Symbian OS 9.2 Series 60 v3.1 UI
- Built in GPS receiver
- 3.2 MP camera with autofocus
- Wi-Fi, GPS compatible

see, guys its almost same.. from both of phone.. tapi mcm nie.. berangan je lebih.. duit xde.wakkakaka

ok,la.. gtg, some called..

p/s: jom berangan sesame. wakakkaa

mood: feeling2 berangan!!

Microeconomics.. oh.. macroeconomics.

2009-05-19T14:26:00.000+08:00

hi, everyone.. im bored now.. bosan kat sini.. myb les den 2days im going back to kelantan. having my shortcourse der.. kwn aku da kol byk kali da.. tapi aku je mals nk balek. wkakaak.. kelas da start da.. geraknye belum.. myb sebab aku da gtau kat en. naseer yg aku akan balek lambt. sbb tue die ok.. wakkaaa... dalam hatinie.. aku still rase risau.. em.. yela, pasal microeconomic tue.. aku rase, im doing ok.. tapi takut lect yg xkci aku past.. ssh la.. em. nie pown aku ambek macro nie, teragak2. . kalu aku xpast miro, aku da xleh nk ambek macro.. and kebarangkalian untuk aku burn rm300 tue tinggi. aku mmg arp sgt yg En. Zaki luluskn aku.. em, arap2lulus la... aku pown takut nie.. em. micro.. macro... ssh la...

p/s: somebody plz help me.. tenteramkan kepala otak yg ku

mood: worried, i mean too woried.

ok la kan?

2009-05-19T02:40:00.001+08:00

hola!!, at last.. siap la plak, blog nie.. ala, ok la kan.. for a very beginner mcm aku nie.. boleh la gak.. menghasilkn blog mcm nie.. ala, wei deco-deco siket jer.. wkakkakaka :) btw, ssh gak nk paham blog2 nie.. budak2 computer jer yg pandai bende2 mcm nie.. aku ingt bende nie mcm click&done walhal, aiyo sensara.. nk upload templete pown ade carenye.. em.. mmg ssh kot!!.. aiyo.. but, what u guys thinking, ok la kan.. ok jela.. hhuhuhuh.. em, da wei, esok aku ade kelas.. baru je sampai tdi, dlm kul 9. da kene siap2 nk tido.. ssh wei.. hhuhuh.. okla.. gtg.. chow!!!

eh, do comment k!

hola.. im new here..

2009-05-12T23:48:00.001+08:00

em.. well. its hard for a person who got nothing infomation about this blogging things..

but i'll try ma best.. wkakakak...

new here!! do comment ma blog!!